tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58841057566372247992024-03-13T09:33:47.821-07:00Scoria Roads"There is no agony like bearing an untold story inside you."
— Zora Neale HurstonTomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.comBlogger43125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-57571452153547571422014-12-27T19:07:00.001-08:002014-12-27T19:17:34.095-08:00Sobriety BeginsSix and a half years <br />
flame pouring down his throat<br />
jagged demons fermenting mind, soul.<br />
<br />
Fibers of life drown in sadness,<br />
Vivian’s son.<br />
Her shaky fingers flip pages--<br />
lock of hair, ink footprint, baptism,<br />
her boy.<br />
<br />
Old blue Ford<br />
Monday night,<br />
took the last during the drive.<br />
<br />
Home,<br />
he walks the blackest bottom of the blue sea.<br />
It’s time he says.<br />
A tenebrous cloud looms,<br />
she’s heard this before.<br />
<br />
October 6th, 1969. 10:50pm.<br />
Never mind man walked the moon,<br />
that lives were lost on foreign shore.<br />
Think instead of a single wildflower growing<br />
out of rock on a high above butte.<br />
<br />
Blackness delivers the day<br />
he has lived to tell about.<br />
Listen.<br />
Before that last night, my dad never drank gin straight.Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-29174065109081903632010-10-20T18:31:00.000-07:002010-10-22T06:36:28.800-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/TMGTNLBcLuI/AAAAAAAAAZM/PYgiFKWSNGU/s1600/Scoria+Road.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/TMGTNLBcLuI/AAAAAAAAAZM/PYgiFKWSNGU/s320/Scoria+Road.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530863671894093538" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/TL-YTcyyOsI/AAAAAAAAAZE/dUFhkiZBBxs/s1600/Scoria+Sale.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/TL-YTcyyOsI/AAAAAAAAAZE/dUFhkiZBBxs/s320/Scoria+Sale.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530306327348394690" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/TL-YTO_uGHI/AAAAAAAAAY8/_7H5sfCU94c/s1600/Scoria+.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/TL-YTO_uGHI/AAAAAAAAAY8/_7H5sfCU94c/s320/Scoria+.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530306323644553330" /></a>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-17326192394867459242010-05-25T09:07:00.001-07:002013-03-10T12:50:38.164-07:00Kerouac, coffee and the original scrollThe earth expanding right hand and left hand,<br />
The picture alive, every part in its best light,<br />
The music falling in where it is wanted, and stopping where it is not wanted,<br />
The cheerful voice of the public road—the gay fresh sentiment of the road.<br />
<br />
<b><i>--Song of the Open Road/Walt Whitman</i></b><br />
<br />
Rush of wind like water <br />
fresh from east window <br />
soft light, budding trees <br />
sweet LaCoste perfume. <br />
Inspiration. <br />
<br />
Wrinkled cotton sheets<br />
sandy brown rhinoceros skin <br />
fall into soft flannel.<br />
<br />
Newspaper, <br />
hot coffee, dark roast French press<br />
boiling shower<br />
then,<br />
Kerouac.<br />
<br />
----------------------------------<br />
<br />
Kerouac.<br />
What you did to stretch your mind, was it worth it?<br />
47-years seems not enough.<br />
What I’d give to talk to you. <br />
Remember apple pie, ice cream and Iowa,<br />
The boys from Minnesota, <br />
Denver and the middle of the night on the way to the coast?<br />
You may have arrived but did you every truly get there?<br />
<br />
Air like sawdust, raw road nights, the sun red at three. Your poetry is mine.<br />
<br />
What you said about “the last thing,” that’s what I think about. We keep trying but we never get it, that’s what you said, right? Hemingway and wineskin's and swimming in the ocean, and eating and making love and sleeping and writing under the shade of great trees in Africa. That must be part of it.<br />
<br />
Kerouac.<br />
There must be a softness in this life.<br />
There are comfortable places from my youth. The back of the Charger in somewhere North Dakota, dad at the wheel, mom leaning over the seat to check on me, one window rolled down.<br />
<br />
Whitman says he wouldn’t want the constellations any nearer.<br />
I remember the creak of the camper door, bonfire to the left, cottonwood wind, stars and thunderstorms and stories told deep into the night.<br />
<br />
Grandma says I’d be crazy to be alone.<br />
I asked if she ever thought of it,<br />
of finding someone again.<br />
She paused. <br />
I don’t know if she feels like crying,<br />
her face and eyes tightened for moments.<br />
“No, I was too old,” she said with a lost look.<br />
<br />
Kerouac.<br />
I remember this conversation when, breaking apart,<br />
trying to save the fibers of my soul,<br />
the old priest said<br />
“You are ok now, all there is is the air around you.”<br />
I remember thinking,<br />
nothing can get me but my thoughts,<br />
nothing but my thoughts.<br />
<br />
Move, move, move, you are always in motion.<br />
Back and forth across the quilt that is America,<br />
how else would you know red baseball hats are standard<br />
wear for North Dakota farm boys,<br />
or Wild West Week in old Cheyenne,<br />
or a badlands blizzard?<br />
<br />
You said everything you’d ever known or ever would know is one,<br />
like the earth and logs and sand that flow from Montana<br />
to the gulf in the life-pulsing Mississippi.<br />
<br />
You said there is a purity in motion.<br />
Help me wonder, is there grace in standing still?<br />
Was your life pure being, or was it altered? And what about Neal?<br />
Somewhere comes the voice, “Everything will be alright tomorrow, alright tomorrow.”<br />
It’s always tomorrow.<br />
<br />
Kerouac.<br />
They guy playing the alto that night—the guy that got IT, the guy that filled our emptiness with substance…you knew all along, didn’t you?<br />
Our passions are such a fleeting secret.<br />
We all are one.<br />
As you say, “the road is life.”<br />
<br />
So in North Dakota when the sun goes down and I sit overlooking the restless Missouri watching the wide sky over the western horizon <br />
and sense all of that raw open land that summons my curiosity<br />
and sense of adventure and I think of all the people in between where I am and where my thoughts end, and in the badlands I know by now the purple-pink sky must be meeting the jagged tops of sage-clay buttes, which is just before nightfall blankets all of us and darkens the Little Missouri and other forgotten places and nobody knows what the next day will bring to any of us besides another day grown old, I think of Jack Kerouac, I even think of his mother alone in that apartment and the son she lost too soon, I think of Jack Kerouac, I think of Jack Kerouac.<br />
<br />
<br />
<i>Jack—“I cried for all of us. There is no end to the American sadness and the American madness. Someday we’ll all start laughing and roll on the ground when we realize how funny it’s been. Until then there is a lugubrious seriousness I love in all this.”</i>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-65539189293778711192010-04-15T07:57:00.000-07:002010-04-18T21:57:14.158-07:00Night RunWhile you were watching tv, reading, tucked in <br />sleeping<br />I was breathing midnight air.<br />Legs stretch out ahead <br />sinful soul pounds pavement<br />hopes, dreams, lazy lies of the day <br />escape my mind like<br />stars moving behind clouds.<br /><br />Streets abandoned but for the delivery driver,<br />the hooded figure walking a dog,<br />stoplights twitching.<br />I hear my breath, my footsteps, my now quiet conscience.<br />Two miles becomes four.<br /><br />On such a solitary night<br />I feel the hearts of many.<br />Running in darkness, blurred by shadows,<br />faceless, nameless, free.<br /><br />"The smells of ordinariness<br />Were new on the night drive through France:"<br /><strong><em>--Night Drive<br />Seamus Heaney/Opened Ground</em></strong>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-77157628156098362092010-03-21T15:40:00.000-07:002013-06-09T12:19:04.461-07:00Life everywhere is lifeCottonwood leaves emerge from melting snow,<br />
elm leaves, meditative pools of water,<br />
viscid mud,<br />
hills numbed brown<br />
sky rife with geese barking for home.<br />
<br />
Have you seen the shapes of those leaves?<br />
Perfect scattered puzzle pieces,<br />
prairie carpet.<br />
<br />
The river moves south, suspicious brow<br />
raised, water churning rippled with natures sparklers.<br />
<br />
Trees remain skeletons-<br />
branched arteries interrupt blue sky<br />
so soon to change.<br />
<br />
Meanwhile geese continue in triumph—<br />
wave after wave against feathered clouds,<br />
voices rise up with life and hope.<br />
<br />
Do we ever sing this way, <br />
move with such purpose<br />
so sure of where were going?<br />
<br />
I know enough to immitate,<br />
to listen, <br />
feel breeze against faded face,<br />
to spot deer tracks <br />
stretch toward the sky<br />
and allow my voice to join <br />
this gallant flat noted symphony of life.<br />
<br />
<em>"Life everywhere is life, life is in ourselves and not in the external."</em><br />
<strong>Fyodor Dostoevsky/Letter to his brother Mikhail</strong>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-92029515832638835242010-02-05T14:30:00.000-08:002010-03-05T09:50:57.600-08:00Return to the Tamarac<strong>“So now, Beowulf, I adopt you in my heart as a dear son.”</strong>--Hrothgar<br /><em>Beowulf</em>, Seamus Heaney translation<br /><br /><br />My grandma grew up in northwestern Minnesota. Her mother, my great-grandmother, was a city girl moved to the farm.<br /><br />I have a picture of this place in my mind. Grandma says it was a two-story within walking distance of the Tamarac River. Her bedroom was the top floor. The north facing window looked out on the river. To the west a large window opened inward at the middle like saloon doors. Imagine the sunsets, breezes, stars and thunderstorms that come alive from that view.<br /><br />Grandma’s company is a safe place when my soul is tired and restless. So is the image of the farm, and the life that went on there. They didn’t eat much beef because grandpa wouldn’t slaughter a cow. He didn’t like the way it trembled for so long after. So that job fell to the boys when they got older. And they seemed to think it ok. <br /><br />They did have chickens. When grandma was little they took one chick inside the house to help it heal. Grandma says after she had healed and grown and started to lay her eggs she would climb up the steps to the house and lay them inside—right in the same place they had taken care of her.<br /><br />There was a goose, too. As a gosling it injured its wing. Great-grandma, the city girl, took a needle and thread and sewed up the wound. No kidding. Then she put the goose in with the chickens to help it heal. She feared the other geese would play too rough.<br /><br />A bond developed. Every morning one hen would walk down to the river with the goose. While he swam, she would walk back and forth pecking away at the shoreline.<br /><br />They moved the house into Stephen years ago—a new one stands in its place.<br />The view isn’t the same. I wonder if anyone even notices, and if the thunderstorms smell as lush, and how often in her mind grandma walks down to the river to pace the shoreline before she turns back toward home.Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-44591607847801376042009-09-16T17:07:00.000-07:002009-09-17T19:12:51.756-07:00For Hadley and HemTake-off is smooth into the autumn morning. A soft darkness circles the plane as it pushes through the clouds. Friendly voices fill the cabin from every direction. They blend with the hum of the engines, which sound like muffled television static after sign-off. The rows are three wide separated by a center aisle.<br /><br />After an hour of conversation, the man next to me opens a copy of <em>International Archer</em>. He flips through the pages carefully studying the articles, perhaps dreaming of William Tell. Don’t bow to the hat, be your own man. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Isn</span>’t that what we all wish in life? His friend next to him drifts to sleep, hands folded on lap, head bent slightly back.<br /><br />Across the aisle a man reads a paperback. It could be a bestseller. He tilts his neck and head at an angle that points his eyes directly down to the pages in his lap. Flight attendants serve coffee and soda although one passenger wants a little wine. A boy cries in his father’s arms several rows ahead. It is a red-faced scared cry, like he had been woken suddenly and by cold water.<br /><br />The woman I noticed in the terminal walks toward the front of the plane. Her <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">blond</span> hair falls upon the shoulders of her white cable-knit sweater. It flows straight until it flares like octopus tentacles at the ends. I wonder where she is going, and about her dark haired friend.<br /><br />Two women in the van leaving Dulles are from France and the Czech Republic. The <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">blond</span> woman from Prague makes easy conversation with the driver. Her long hair is straight and pulls into a clip in the back. Her lips are full and she has several noticeable moles—including one on the center of her chin. Her features are smooth and round, her eyes warm and friendly.<br /><br />She turns to talk to the woman from <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Strasborg</span> who sits next to me and is very shy. It is the first time either has been to Washington D.C. Their voices are lyrical. I close my eyes to absorb words and listen to the careful and sometimes broken English phrases. The Czech has an American friend. They will meet tonight. She hopes after the conference she will be able to see the great art and the gardens and the fine statues of Americans along the mall. Like Prague she says, this is a city of history.<br /><br />Three Australian’s talk wildly in the backseat. There’s been little rain in the south and much in the north. The conversation switches continuously. The man mentions stories about snakes and says Australian Rules football is in its championship run, called the Premiership. The lady says her team is one of four remaining, so she’s paying extra attention. She must be in her 60’s. The man’s voice is happy if happiness can be noticed in such topics.<br /><br />Hadley, they are not you. I miss your high cheekbones and dimpled chin. I miss your short black hair cut round just under the ear. I miss the hunger and loneliness I feel even after we make love and you sleep soft in the moonlight. You told me there are many sorts of hunger, especially in spring. I miss our walks down by the river and on the rue <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">de</span> Seine where we looked in the galleries and shops and stopped at the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">café</span>. You said memory is hunger. How I loved your eyes when they knew something.<br /><br />All those whispered secrets. Remember when we grew our hair the same length? We had such fun with simple things. Shall we return to Austria and climb the mountains to ski, and I can write and you can knit and we’ll be warm from thick blankets and fires and dark drinks? How do we want what we want but want something more? Tell me about 1926 in Schruns and how I found my novel and Brett and Jake. Hadley, it was never your fault.<br /><br />After the plane and bus I stretch my legs in the city and breathe fresh air. Flowers in many colors bloom in calculated places beside the grand buildings. I walk many streets and across the mall littered with signs. Hundreds of thousands had gathered to protest. The evening is a dying wave in this city of motion.<br /><br />The clean windows stretch in great lengths from top to bottom and side to side on the downtown corner grill pub. There is a plate filled with pink strips of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">ahi</span> tuna and salad with light <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">chipotle</span> dressing. The julienned red peppers are sweet. There are mushrooms and fresh, cool cucumbers. I sip from glasses of beer. The first is German style ale. It tastes of dry hops. The second beer is much darker and is bitter then finally sweet. The flavors wash my mouth.<br /><br />The lights are soft inside and outside the street lamps cast rounded light into the shadows. Now and then a bus floats to a stop outside the big windows. Sounds of horns and sirens penetrate the glass. People cross back and forth in both directions. Two are holding hands.<br /><br />It seems we have somewhere to go, and nowhere to go at the same time. Hadley, could it be you?Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-38034368838889634002009-08-30T17:15:00.000-07:002009-08-30T17:33:52.899-07:00Capitol Grounds<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsaYJH12QI/AAAAAAAAAXA/toMYuRaSUWw/s1600-h/Tree.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375919582264809730" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 213px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsaYJH12QI/AAAAAAAAAXA/toMYuRaSUWw/s320/Tree.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsaGx_PPRI/AAAAAAAAAW4/elNx6-dFQ3I/s1600-h/Rileytree.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375919283996933394" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 133px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsaGx_PPRI/AAAAAAAAAW4/elNx6-dFQ3I/s200/Rileytree.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsZ5O7i9dI/AAAAAAAAAWw/WCs5T3652pc/s1600-h/Gabe.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375919051247908306" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 133px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsZ5O7i9dI/AAAAAAAAAWw/WCs5T3652pc/s200/Gabe.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsZqMTWaPI/AAAAAAAAAWo/EhS8PPHjdyw/s1600-h/Micaela2.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375918792844404978" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 133px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SpsZqMTWaPI/AAAAAAAAAWo/EhS8PPHjdyw/s200/Micaela2.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-40014568834514455182009-08-20T16:10:00.000-07:002009-08-26T15:49:01.375-07:00Authentic graceSpiny-Toothed <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Gumweed</span> sticky with pine smell.<br />Another flower I see but can't name.<br />Two deer leap from a cornfield.<br />Brown bodies burst through stalks like <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">machetes</span>.<br />Run wildly wild hearts.<br />The sun's golden cast makes the river blue the more.<br />Two ladybugs each with at least five spots sway on a stamen.<br />Long shadows and the flow of tall grasses,<br />crickets and clouds.<br />So many types of goldenrod.<br />The river seems to speak but what does it say?<br />A combine slumbers--a necessary break following<br />a wet day.<br />Rough Blazing Star lights up the prairie--<br />purple spears rise from the earth.<br />Maximilian Sunflowers tall and top-heavy.<br />Pointed yellow petals line the roadway.<br />This walk is alive yet haunts the soul.<br />For the grip of love we yearn, yet may we fly away free.Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-9262981457344862242009-08-08T21:31:00.000-07:002009-08-24T15:40:09.906-07:00The North Unit--Theodore Roosevelt National Park<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5VzXvNBHI/AAAAAAAAAWA/nU_dOtgU6H4/s1600-h/DSC_0256.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367822146905900146" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5VzXvNBHI/AAAAAAAAAWA/nU_dOtgU6H4/s320/DSC_0256.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5UyK4wG4I/AAAAAAAAAV4/LuiE4p-uruY/s1600-h/DSC_0387.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367821026764790658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5UyK4wG4I/AAAAAAAAAV4/LuiE4p-uruY/s320/DSC_0387.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5UPsWixtI/AAAAAAAAAVw/qHrQxn9MM6I/s1600-h/DSC_0348.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367820434452694738" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5UPsWixtI/AAAAAAAAAVw/qHrQxn9MM6I/s320/DSC_0348.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5T9cJhW-I/AAAAAAAAAVo/lw7sciu2obM/s1600-h/DSC_0278.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367820120865463266" style="DISPLAY: block; 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MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sn5TBplZwoI/AAAAAAAAAVI/iKIxxnsvSVc/s320/DSC_0245.JPG" border="0" /> <div><div><div> </div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-20556492371950296422009-07-25T13:58:00.000-07:002009-07-25T14:08:37.486-07:00One day in July<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Smt0P2fbpoI/AAAAAAAAAUo/fCmaABd51xM/s1600-h/DSC_0191.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362507596988917378" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 213px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Smt0P2fbpoI/AAAAAAAAAUo/fCmaABd51xM/s320/DSC_0191.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Smt0EgIe51I/AAAAAAAAAUg/3Z2cHCTbROY/s1600-h/DSC_0182.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362507402008520530" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Smt0EgIe51I/AAAAAAAAAUg/3Z2cHCTbROY/s320/DSC_0182.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Smtz40GKEVI/AAAAAAAAAUY/VKVoVUQd030/s1600-h/DSC_0196.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362507201209045330" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 213px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Smtz40GKEVI/AAAAAAAAAUY/VKVoVUQd030/s320/DSC_0196.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmtzuZplJKI/AAAAAAAAAUQ/ObapxQ1AHHY/s1600-h/DSC_0186.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362507022311171234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmtzuZplJKI/AAAAAAAAAUQ/ObapxQ1AHHY/s320/DSC_0186.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-78944934443237246282009-07-24T21:20:00.000-07:002009-07-24T21:25:29.898-07:00Sunset at Double Ditch<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmqI9t8-8LI/AAAAAAAAAUI/wfXKNkrr66c/s1600-h/DSC_0112.JPG"></a><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmqIq4MNUDI/AAAAAAAAAUA/XK_YheT4jHA/s1600-h/DSC_0144.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362248576557469746" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 213px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmqIq4MNUDI/AAAAAAAAAUA/XK_YheT4jHA/s320/DSC_0144.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmqId7qEGaI/AAAAAAAAAT4/LjgHnULSMjg/s1600-h/DSC_0159.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362248354149702050" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmqId7qEGaI/AAAAAAAAAT4/LjgHnULSMjg/s320/DSC_0159.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmqIPEWqmmI/AAAAAAAAATw/36mY6dV0DEA/s1600-h/DSC_0160.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362248098786220642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmqIPEWqmmI/AAAAAAAAATw/36mY6dV0DEA/s320/DSC_0160.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-57695663351454091012009-07-18T23:03:00.000-07:002009-07-28T22:32:35.505-07:00Elkhorn Ranch<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sm_e63DOoMI/AAAAAAAAAVA/YlHYcCbRSH8/s1600-h/DSC_0121.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5363750784012820674" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sm_e63DOoMI/AAAAAAAAAVA/YlHYcCbRSH8/s320/DSC_0121.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sm_esp5azYI/AAAAAAAAAU4/Y03IX7kf0AM/s1600-h/DSC_0234.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5363750539963846018" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sm_esp5azYI/AAAAAAAAAU4/Y03IX7kf0AM/s320/DSC_0234.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sm_eb-C_QZI/AAAAAAAAAUw/SxlIJrRmLcQ/s1600-h/DSC_0208.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5363750253314916754" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sm_eb-C_QZI/AAAAAAAAAUw/SxlIJrRmLcQ/s320/DSC_0208.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmK3fqwtzFI/AAAAAAAAATY/JyuByubIQrQ/s1600-h/DSC_0174.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360048261206756434" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 133px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmK3fqwtzFI/AAAAAAAAATY/JyuByubIQrQ/s200/DSC_0174.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmK3UHeo2BI/AAAAAAAAATQ/j1fm_3iA_h0/s1600-h/DSC_0083.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360048062757132306" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 133px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SmK3UHeo2BI/AAAAAAAAATQ/j1fm_3iA_h0/s200/DSC_0083.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-14215926524340707552009-06-05T17:15:00.001-07:002010-02-20T09:59:26.801-08:00AspenLean toward the wind<br />With each gust, dip and bow for what’s sacred.<br />Leaves quake and shimmer in this dance--<br />does anyone notice?<br /><br />I see arch in your spine<br />sheer strength where you meet the earth<br />But what is underneath?<br /><br />It is the question for all of us.<br />We see what we see<br />But what about what we don’t<br /><br />I’ll breathe your air<br />and watch you flutter<br />and wonder what you’re thinking<br />or if you can.<br /><br />I know I’m looking at you,<br />have I considered if you’re looking back ?<br />What could you be writing?Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-71442832884557197532009-05-14T19:47:00.000-07:002009-05-14T19:53:29.577-07:00Honor Flight<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SgzZIGow5fI/AAAAAAAAARQ/ZhmTfHwZu_k/s1600-h/Roughrider_Honor_Flight_Final.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335878391770965490" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 287px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SgzZIGow5fI/AAAAAAAAARQ/ZhmTfHwZu_k/s320/Roughrider_Honor_Flight_Final.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I see soldiers and war in a new way.<br /><br />Respected North Dakota journalist Eric <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Sevareid</span> has this to say. “War <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">isn</span>’t slogans and rhetoric and military strategy, and it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">isn</span>’t scoops. War is people and what happens to them.”<br /><br />A week ago Brad <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Feldman</span> and I accompanied around 95 North Dakota World War II veterans to Washington D.C. to visit the memorial built in their honor. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Sevareid</span> is right. Even 65 years after combat, war is about people and what happens to them.<br /><br />The veterans we met grew up all around you and me. They are our neighbors and our friends. They likely played pinochle with your grandparents, helped you change a tire on a country road, and stood tall at the local 4<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">th</span> of July parade.<br /><br />Our veterans ran farms and built businesses. They married and had children. They helped redefine our nation when they came home, often without fanfare. I heard time and again of a returning soldier getting off the train late at night with a quick greeting from a relative only to be back at work on the farm the very next day. These men and women became the very fabric of America.<br /><br />So often these heroic stories and efforts have gone unnoticed and unappreciated. Not May 8<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">th</span> and 9<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">th</span>, 2009.<br /><br />I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">didn</span>’t know what to expect from this trip. I wondered if seeing the memorial would revive long hidden memories of war and combat. It had the opposite affect.<br /><br />The trip seemed to be a gentle rain on all souls. After visiting the Vietnam Memorial, the Korean Memorial, the World War II Memorial, Arlington National Cemetery, and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Iwo</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Jima</span>, the veterans I talked to were all overwhelmed with gratitude. One group visiting the memorial greeted the veterans with tears and thanks. Every now and then a teenager or a stranger would walk up to a veteran and thank him for his service. They were clapped for and cheered for.<br /><br />Around 60-thousand North <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Dakotans</span> served in World War II, both men and women. Close to 2-thousand died.<br /><br />These soldiers are linked to foreign soil, to memories, and to each other. Shakespeare describes the bond in Henry V.<br /><br />“But we in it shall be remembered-<br />We few, we happy few, we band of brothers;<br />For he to-day that sheds his blood with me<br />Shall be my brother….”<br /><br />The most telling, and in some ways haunting reminder of how these veterans continue to identify with the war, is the fact that many of them remember their serial numbers as if they are seared to their souls, even as they approach their 90’s. Much like the convict Jean <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Valjean</span> in Les Miserables, labeled 24601 in prison and who was weighted down by the association, the veterans will be forever linked to their numbers. The link is a blessing and a curse. It’s a blessing in the camaraderie of serving one anther and a nation with no alternative of turning back. It’s a curse because of the truth of the number of memories they are forever linked to.<br /><br />And there are lots of numbers. 31 months and seven days says one man. They all know exactly how long they served.<br /><br />One veteran called me last week, following the trip. He said he’d been waiting 63 years to be welcomed home.<br /><br />Another veteran told me upon arriving in D.C., “We don’t need a memorial, we came home alive. That is enough.”<br /><br />He is right and wrong. I thought of the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">Gettysburg</span> Address as I lived amongst these soldiers for parts of two days, walking in their footsteps, in the footsteps of our living and dying past.<br /><br />Said Lincoln, “In a larger sense, we can not dedicate—we can not consecrate—we can not hallow—this ground. The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here, have consecrated it, far above our poor power to add or detract.<br />The world will little note, nor long remember, what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here.”<br /><br />Whatever we build, say, or do will never be enough.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">Sevareid</span> says, “War happens inside a man. I happens to one man alone. It can never be communicated. That is the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">tragedy</span>—and perhaps the blessing. A thousand ghastly wounds are really one. A million martyred lives leave an empty place at only one family table. That is why, at bottom, people let wars happen, and that is why nations survive them and carry on. And, I am sorry to say, that is also why in a certain sense, you and your sons from the war will be forever strangers.”<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Sevareid</span> was right about many things, but I discovered something different after the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">Roughrider</span> Honor Flight. These veterans, these sons and daughters of the prairie, are no longer strangers, but forever friends.</div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-10698257558869472512009-05-11T21:20:00.000-07:002014-12-27T19:19:59.743-08:00Loving AgainWhat is thunder<br />
but a way to remind us hearts beat inside our guarded chests?<br />
<br />
Why do the birds go quiet?<br />
And you my friend walk out of the house<br />
to taste the fragrant air.<br />
<br />
Count the seconds til it happens again.<br />
Surely inbetween the bell tolls somewhere for someone.<br />
But don’t forget life. You can’t forget life.<br />
<br />
It is in us to fail and weep and fall to a knee.<br />
These are black days and sour notes on the Steinway.<br />
Know now there are far more questions than answers.<br />
<br />
There is an emptiness.<br />
Some say the prairie is haunting--<br />
a desolate beauty.<br />
<br />
Look closely into the draws.<br />
Fix your eyes on the far buttes.<br />
What shapes do you see in the mango-mint horizon?<br />
<br />
It all comes and goes. It’s really that simple.<br />
Look into her eyes. There is soul in that guarded chest.<br />
Thunder, come again.<br />
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<strong>"As always the body wants to hide, wants to flow toward it--strives to balance while fear shouts, excitement shouts, back and forth--each bolt a burning river tearing like escape through the dark field of the other."</strong><br />
Lightning, Mary Oliver<br />
<em>American Primitive</em>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-79025723750308497812009-05-04T19:53:00.000-07:002009-05-31T07:27:50.314-07:00SheHer beauty<br />like the rugged hills and icy country draws<br />is simple, yet resplendent.<br /><br />Two meadowlarks in a ponderosa pine.<br />A serpentine sun.<br />The life trickle of a clear stream.<br /><br />See the turn in the creek?<br />Where does it begin and end?<br />In the field a volunteer sunflower jumps from the soil.<br />Crack open its stem, smell sky and earth and everything inbetween.<br /><br />Life is to be noticed.<br />Sun rising, earth warming<br />life reaching, breath floating.<br /><br />Tonight in the garden I think," what if"<br />and watch the fire lick the smoky air.<br />The moon looks over all of us.<br />Tomorrow may she emerge.Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-86010686054554048732009-04-13T17:46:00.000-07:002009-05-02T08:45:24.609-07:00Wonders of the heirloom tomato<div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331252355947077586" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SfxpxYQwn9I/AAAAAAAAAQw/1qe4WsUVEE4/s320/heirloom-tomatoes-01.jpg" border="0" /></div><div>Last night the sun set tangerine orange. Before Easter we noticed two nights consecutive the moon glow cast the shape of a thick, milky cross. Nature is a glorious beauty.<br /><br />Today I start my own mini miracles, planting heirloom tomatoes. Their shapes and colors fascinate me. </div><br /><div><div>Just seeds today, some from Gurney's, some from great uncle Bill (one kind known, one kind not). They have great names, like puple cherokee, black krims, and green zebras. These tiny little seeds, sprout up in less than a week. Life begins.</div><br /><div>---------</div><br /><div>Today my hands smell like tomatoes. I have dirt under my fingernails. It's May 2nd. I've just repotted 25 healthy plants. I can do 50 more. Where do I put them all? After I planted them, I bought special flourescent lights. The guy at the hardware store said he figured I was planting "something else." </div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sfxqas6VQSI/AAAAAAAAARI/3sQkF7gQqrE/s1600-h/pretty-heirloom-tomatoes_w.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331253065864790306" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sfxqas6VQSI/AAAAAAAAARI/3sQkF7gQqrE/s320/pretty-heirloom-tomatoes_w.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />The garden is a living, breathing reminder of life and death. From the birth of spring to the adolesense of June to the maturity of August, our hopes rise with the days. We nurture this life the best we can. Most of the time that is enough.<br /><br /><div>I have only to be reminded of the beauty--their beauty--to know the wait and the journey are worth the sacrifice.</div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div> </div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-78621439413761498002009-03-28T16:12:00.000-07:002009-03-28T16:16:12.903-07:00Double Ditch ice jam<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vp4NGyYI/AAAAAAAAAQI/ci1C-6-KFAg/s1600-h/IMG_4551.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318381343967988098" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vp4NGyYI/AAAAAAAAAQI/ci1C-6-KFAg/s320/IMG_4551.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vc5k-u0I/AAAAAAAAAQA/1BCmzbzlaw4/s1600-h/IMG_4543.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318381120998259522" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vc5k-u0I/AAAAAAAAAQA/1BCmzbzlaw4/s320/IMG_4543.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vPtZ6oeI/AAAAAAAAAP4/2kLMbJKBXz8/s1600-h/IMG_4542.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318380894392328674" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vPtZ6oeI/AAAAAAAAAP4/2kLMbJKBXz8/s320/IMG_4542.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vB9DfL7I/AAAAAAAAAPw/30tzFlsZSCI/s1600-h/IMG_4556.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318380658075054002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6vB9DfL7I/AAAAAAAAAPw/30tzFlsZSCI/s320/IMG_4556.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-964698550341367742009-03-28T15:56:00.001-07:002009-03-28T16:18:29.098-07:00Fox Island ice jam<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6upspjqAI/AAAAAAAAAPo/W9TD9wRAxQg/s1600-h/IMG_4565.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318380241354467330" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6upspjqAI/AAAAAAAAAPo/W9TD9wRAxQg/s320/IMG_4565.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6uYLNcCJI/AAAAAAAAAPg/QpgGoNbKYoI/s1600-h/IMG_4564.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318379940320381074" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6uYLNcCJI/AAAAAAAAAPg/QpgGoNbKYoI/s320/IMG_4564.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6uLLRC19I/AAAAAAAAAPY/9cqDHgmPw-s/s1600-h/IMG_4563.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318379716997208018" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6uLLRC19I/AAAAAAAAAPY/9cqDHgmPw-s/s320/IMG_4563.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6t8b0ZcoI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/yxfZS965LCg/s1600-h/IMG_4567.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318379463742419586" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/Sc6t8b0ZcoI/AAAAAAAAAPQ/yxfZS965LCg/s320/IMG_4567.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div></div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-12218923654579474972009-03-04T17:56:00.000-08:002010-10-23T13:42:09.704-07:00August<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SbDB5PevdOI/AAAAAAAAAOo/ha6d6myNeM8/s1600-h/IMG_3563.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309957149821990114" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SbDB5PevdOI/AAAAAAAAAOo/ha6d6myNeM8/s200/IMG_3563.JPG" border="0" /></a> This day begins<br />where the matted deer path wanders into the trees.<br />Russian Olives shape a thorny moat <br />dare you enter.<br /><br />Inside rows of thickets and tall grasses tangle.<br />Columns of plum trees--fruit green for the season,<br />chokecherry, buffalo berry and a ripe red early berry<br />nourish the souless.<br /><br />Follow along well worn friend,<br />smell the pine-shadows and junegrass.<br /><br />Sun spills over tattered earth<br />from bark branched skeletons <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SbDAAvx_5dI/AAAAAAAAAOg/unou7XulJ00/s1600-h/IMG_3539.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309955079728522706" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SbDAAvx_5dI/AAAAAAAAAOg/unou7XulJ00/s200/IMG_3539.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />deflecting light.<br /><br />Silent feathered phantoms speed ahead.<br />A buck beds down in nature's grandfatherly lap.<br /><br />This path curves gently<br />no need for map or compass.<br /><br />The only questions to this life--<br />where do you emerge,<br />and does it matter?<br /><br />Title: August, Mary Oliver<br /><em>American Primitive</em><br /><strong>"In the dark creeks that run by there is this thick paw of my life darting among the black bells, the leaves; there is this happy tongue."</strong>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-61299731966725728072009-03-02T19:52:00.000-08:002009-03-02T19:53:47.218-08:00Dreaming of Medora<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SaypvBl4yNI/AAAAAAAAAOY/aSk_ImblK-8/s1600-h/chateau+watercolor.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308804686109264082" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 158px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SaypvBl4yNI/AAAAAAAAAOY/aSk_ImblK-8/s200/chateau+watercolor.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div>Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-41656450491388170232009-02-15T15:19:00.001-08:002009-02-17T15:54:44.527-08:00Wade Westin<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SZijMws1MWI/AAAAAAAAAOA/T6gHfOioG0o/s1600-h/SiouxFans.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303168000855454050" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 101px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SZijMws1MWI/AAAAAAAAAOA/T6gHfOioG0o/s200/SiouxFans.JPG" border="0" /></a>Friday a friend to all he met passed away at the much too early age of 34.<br />You likely knew Wade <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Westin</span></span> from the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Medora</span></span> Musical.<br />Music was a passion. So was family, and North Dakota.<br />He was a Burning Hills singer for five years. Then he served as host for two years--known fittingly as Gentleman Wade.<br />Most recently he's held the position of marketing and public relations coordinator for the Theodore Roosevelt <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Medora</span></span> Foundation.<br />But its Wade's character--his kindness, integrity, and class that live on in all who knew him.<br />He was a spokesman for our state--especially <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Medora</span></span> and the magnificent badlands.<br />He made it a point to live here--and raise his family here. <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SZn3ffVJA-I/AAAAAAAAAOQ/Tp44JeK8EM8/s1600-h/wade+2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303542156563645410" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 133px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SZn3ffVJA-I/AAAAAAAAAOQ/Tp44JeK8EM8/s200/wade+2.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />I was struck by an <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">article</span> written about Wade in North Dakota Business Watch. Someone told him how nice his grandpa was. Wade says he thought--forget fame and fortune, that's how I want to be remembered...as a nice person. Mission accomplished. I know of no finer man.<br />Our nations second president shares Wade's view of life. John Adams wrote that he recognized at an early age that happiness came not from fame and fortune, "and all such things," but from "an habitual contempt of them."<br />I got to know Wade through numerous stories and interviews. I had the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">priviledge</span> of mountain biking with him in the badlands and golfing Bully Pulpit.<br />Many of us at <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">KX</span></span> new Wade well. Marci <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Narum</span></span> says she'll remember his smile, his warmth--and unassuming charm.<br />Lauren <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Kalberer</span></span> remembers him as caring, kind, and giving.<br />It didn't matter if you knew him for five minutes or 5 years--in all cases he was genuine.<br />Brad <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Feldman</span></span> remembers a meeting he had with Wade this last August. After the cameras were off Wade took the time out of his hectic schedule to just talk and ask how things were going. He <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">genuinely</span> cared about everyone he met.<br />Juan Thomas says he was warmhearted and caring. Amen. <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SZn2-34zToI/AAAAAAAAAOI/1tKwjAG8jEo/s1600-h/wade+westin.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5303541596219985538" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 173px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_SY8oI6YsdcQ/SZn2-34zToI/AAAAAAAAAOI/1tKwjAG8jEo/s200/wade+westin.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Wade's funeral is scheduled for Wednesday morning at 10:30am at Good Shepherd Lutheran Church.<br />We already miss you, Wade.<br />Your wife and children, and families are in our prayers<br />In the same spirit that you celebrated North Dakota, we honor your life.<br />Happy Trails.Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-23006603145426939492009-01-31T21:07:00.000-08:002009-02-02T14:00:33.786-08:00Thomas Jefferson's Vanilla Ice Cream2 quarts heavy cream<br />1 vanilla bean<br />6 large egg yolks<br />1 cup sugar<br /><br />1. Bring the cream and vanilla bean to a simmer in a heavy bottomed saucepan over medium-low heat. Stir frequently until fragrant--about 5 minutes. Whisk egg yolks in a bowl until smooth and whisk in sugar. Mixture will be thick.<br /><br />2. Slowly beat about 1 cup of the hot cream into the egg yolks and gradually stir this egg mixture into the hot cream. Cook, stirring constantly until lighly thickened--enought to coat the back of a spoon--about 5 minutes. Strain the custard through a double layer of cheesecloth or a fine strainer--and remove vanilla bean. stir until slightly cooled. Cover and refrigerate until chilled--at least 1 hour or overnight.<br /><br />3. Freeze the custard in an ice cream machine according to the manufacturere's directions until set but still a little soft. Scoop the ice cream into a 3-quart mold, or several smaller molds, running a spatula through the ice cream and tapping the mold firmly to remove any air bubbles. Fill the molds completely. Cover and freeze until set, about 2-4 hours.Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5884105756637224799.post-31591558526085413872009-01-27T06:13:00.001-08:002009-10-10T12:48:59.906-07:00RecoveryThere is no miraculous day.<br />One bleeds into another,<br />fibers of the soul clash and tear<br />and scar and rip and heal.<br /><br />There is no day to look back upon<br />and say, "that was it."<br />It either happens or it doesn't<br />or you end up somewhere <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">in between</span>.<br /><br />You can't say Saturday the 14<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">th</span>,<br />not until twenty or thirty years later<br />and then what do you know<br />beyond the air you breath.<br /><br />People tell strangers<br />but they don't like to talk to the one's they love<br />about pain.<br /><br />Do you know the taste of hot, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">ladled</span> soup<br />when it's -44 below?Tomhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04329818740476672809noreply@blogger.com0